I’ve come to realized this and only this: Choose your friends wisely because you’ll never know the ones that will destroy your whole being. 

I guess my over thinking of things has lead me to this general realization. My sudden mood swings helped me in some odd ways to know people that will stick with me in good times most especially in bad times like this. I’ve come to know what kind of repugnant monsters they have become, the stages that they were undergoing that lead me to this. I hate them and their guts. 

I won’t name names, dropping such names will not elucidate my fury against them. I maybe a drama queen but damn you, i can break your bones if I want to. (Liar, liar) I really don’t give a damn what people say about me being a drama queen. If I get annoyed, I get really pissed. End of the mother fucking story. I don’t need people telling me that I need to calm down because I won’t. Sometimes, you just have to face the reality that you have someone like me. I’m no ordinary girl just sitting there, swallowing all the anger and hurt. I speak my mind. I don’t shy away and not let you know hasta ka maugmaran. No matter how petty, lame and huge the issue is, if you pissed me off prepare your sissy ass to get kick. 

How i wish I could bitch slap someone. in the face. with a chainsaw.